Today is the day after the Bone Marrow Biopsy and the Lumbar Puncture and today is a bit of a rough day emotionally for Angelica.
She’s mostly held it together for the past 28 days, but today the waves of emotion have crashed over top of her and she is finding today difficult. Lots of tears, lots of feeling, lots of emotion…..just too much of everything!
On top of the emotional side of things, she is in quite a bit of pain from the Bone Marrow Biopsy, AND….she managed to tweak her back in the car on the way home yesteday.
Today is a bit of a rough day and that’s putting it lightly.
I uplift Angelcia to His name and pray for emotional healing and thank Him for his amazing healing in Angelica’s body. May the peace of the Lord be with you Angelica and your family.
Hey Geli;
Just wanted you to know how very proud Nana C. and I are of you. You are such an amazingly brave girl, and it’s okay to have a bad day once in a while. It won’t last long, and you’ll feel a lot better. Do you have any idea how many people from all around the world are praying for you? Just got a note from my friend in India that he and 600 rescued little girls over there are all praying for you daily, as are a bunch of kids in Africa. Picture yourself wrapped in a blanket of God’s love for you, provided by hundreds of great people, many of whom you’ve never seen.
You are loved a lot, including us.
Papa C.
Hey Gel,
I wanted to pop in a say Hi, I’m happy to hear you’re at home. although I’m sorry to hear that you’re having a rough day. You’re in my prayers everyday. Love ya lots kiddo !
Love,
Uncle Eddy
Hi Geli
IT is okay to have a bad day. I had a bad day when i had cancer. There are ups and downs. Praying for you. I am very proud of you. Glad to hear you got a chance to go home and spend the night at home surrounded by all of your family.
love Debra
When you go thru deep waters and great troubles; I will be with you…Is 43:2 Praying tomorrow will be better for you…. May you feel underneath you the Everlasting Arms of Love.
“surely you know,surely you have heard…He does not become tired and need to rest..no one can understand how great His wisdom is! HE GIVES STRENGTH TO THOSE WHo ARE TIRED AND MORE POWER TO THOSE WHO ARE WEAK!! Even children grow tired and weary and young people trip and fall. But those who trust in the Lord will renew their strength, they will rise up like eagles. They will run and not grow weary , they will walk and not faint..” Father, I pray right now for Anjelica that you bring strength to her body and rest for the entire family. May they know they are constantly being lifted to the throne in the prayers of their family and friends. x x
Hey Geli — I wanted to say “Heck Yeah!” to what Debra said. having cancer SUCKS BIG TIME somedays. And yeah, and some days it feels helpful to think of the support and prayers and that God loves us and some days its just REALLY REALLY HARD and you want to scream and cry and throw things at the wall and maybe even swear under your breath. There is nothing much fun about being sick … NOTHING. Don’t feel bad when you have those bad feelings – they arent “wrong” and you arent being bad by feeling upset or angry about being sick. Sometimes I think getting angry at the cancer and maybe sometimes even God for letting it happen gives us the will to fight it harder. God is big enough and strong enough to handle our anger 🙂
You will have good days where cancer doesnt feel scary or everwhelming and it will feel awesome to read about people praying for you and you will have days where it just ticks you off.
So my suggestion as someone who has been there and done that 🙂 find something that makes you happy on those days. Watch a silly movie, cuddle a baby, throw rocks, pop bubble wrap, eat chocolate, journal, go for a walk if you can, and you know – CRY. Letting it out helps – even if it is scary to face those hard feelings they are real and its ok.
(and all this goes for mom and dad too – watching someone you love suffer in pain is HARD and its ok to not be happy-happy-joy-joy all the time too!)
Hi geli! I am praying for strength for you today. And lots of peace. Just take it easy knowing you are loved beyond anything you could imagine, firstly by god, second by your family and friends, and third by tonnes of people all over the world that you don’t even know. That’s a LOT of love! You are one special lady 🙂 .I am sorry you are having a tough time today! Be blessed.
Love niki
I am glad to hear that your family is together again, under one roof, and in your own home. Finalement, bonnes vacances d’été Gelica, et amuse-toi bien avec tes amies et ta famille. Tu le mérites xo