August 1st…..how I despise you…
I’ve never been pregnant this long, and while I know that LOTS of others go late….I NEVER HAVE.
I’m tired. I’m not sleeping well. I’m feeling emotionally unstable…..it’s been too long that I’ve been wanting to hold my child.
I cried this morning in bed at 6am after already being awake for an hour and a half……Jon please don’t ask me about it……I don’t want to talk.
Everyone else, please don’t say anything either. I’m letting you know how I feel, but I’d rather you just leave me alone to try and cope. I am trying to hold myself together, but it’s not working very well.
On a positive note, I had a FABULOUS Chiropractic appt yesterday, and while my hips still hurt, I feel so much better, and yes, the pregnancy related carpel tunnel symptoms were as a result of a severly bunged up neck……That’s been re-aligned, and I’m feeling much better.
My grandparents are over for lunch as so I must go.
Hope your day is great.  Please just pretend that I’ve not said any of this, and feel priviledged that I’ve shared some of what I’m feeling, but let’s just pretend that I didn’t really say anything………and go on with your day.
Thank you!