I’ve had a bit of a tough day today. It’s been coming on for a few days now and I think it’s actually hit me.
I’m frustrated and what’s worse….I’m frustrated that I’m frustrated. How’s that for ridiculous?
My mom and dad took Siah camping for the week and in some ways this week has felt like a vacation. In other ways, I feel like it’s just highlighted how little I’m able to accomplish.
I could tell you all the things I’ve done and you’d probably tell me that I’ve done a ton of stuff, but this is not about the things that I’ve done as much as it is about the things I’ve not done. The things I want to do that get pushed aside as the things I have to do or need to go keeps cycling round and round and round. It’s frustrating!!!
I can say all the right things to myself about how I need to focus on what I’ve done. I can tell myself that it’s just a season. I can tell myself that my babies won’t be babies forever. I can tell myself to stay present and enjoy “this” moment……
Right now, I’m just feeling down. I’m feeling frustrated. I’m feeling UPSET!
It’s okay. I’ll be okay. I’ll make it through, but today……..today was a tough day.
Tomorrow will be better, right?
Big hugs! Love you! 🙂
Tomorrow will be better.
How can it not? You’ll go to bed tonight and wake up tomorrow to your adorable little bundle of love looking up at you cooing and smiling, and then again at 4am and again at 5:45 where you’ll think, couldn’t you have waited till 6???? And by then you’ll be so tired you’ll forget what you were frustrated about today! 🙂 Thinking of you. Sometimes, days just are a bit sucky. Hoping tomorrow actually is better.