This week has just flown past.
Not in a good, awesome, I wish it would have slowed down so we could have enjoyed all the wonderful goodness that we could possibly get, but more like a….I’m so tired because no one in this house is sleeping and the days have now run into one ginormous blur and I just want to be a bear so that I could hibernate for an entire winter.
Eating and sleeping….that sounds about perfect to me, right about now.
Jon and Geli have gone into the hospital to check her levels as we suspect that she may need either red blood or platelets….or both.
So Today could be a LOOOOONG boring day for them, but if she does get blood and/or platelets, it might help her to feel better. She’s been feeling really off and I believe it has to do with the Ara-C. I am SO incredibly thankful that she only gets 2 weeks of that drug as opposed to the 4 weeks of it, last time around. I don’t know how she would do if she had to take another 2 weeks of it. It’s a pretty hard core, nasty drug. We believe that she’s hit the bottom of the valley and it headed back up the mountain – figuratively speaking, but she’s still feeling like she’s stuck somewhere in a foggy, dark valley and it’s hard when you can’t see the light or the top side of the mountain….if ya know what I’m saying.
Basically, she’s tired. This is a HUGE and LONG fight and she’s very tired.
Judah’s been acting like….like…..well, like a baby and waking every couple of hours in the night. I’m waking for him to cycle back out of this nasty stage and back into the “only waking once a night” stage. This current stage sucks and I much prefer to get “actual” sleep.
Do you know how fast a family of 7 can take a house from clean to “not very tidy”? It’s pretty much instant! Boooo – and that is why I HATE cleaning!
I’d really like some chocolate or a cookie or something else that I probably shouldn’t have……You know, something with gluten or dairy and sugar.
And, that’s all the time I have for today as the baby just woke up from his incredibly short nap……..SUCKS!
Oh well, I’ll try to find some rest and joy and I’ll meet ya back here later.
