{"id":987,"date":"2010-06-09T15:58:30","date_gmt":"2010-06-09T22:58:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/?p=987"},"modified":"2010-06-09T15:58:30","modified_gmt":"2010-06-09T22:58:30","slug":"shifting-gears","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/shifting-gears\/","title":{"rendered":"Shifting Gears"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today was a down day and yet it was a great day, in it&#8217;s own way.<\/p>\n<p>I got up this morning and get myself put together.  In other words, I got dressed, did my hair and make up and had something to eat.<\/p>\n<p>I find that when I do this (even if it feels stupid because I&#8217;m home by myself)  &#8220;getting ready&#8221; helps me mentally set myself up for a better day.  This is not to say that I don&#8217;t have days when I don&#8217;t &#8220;get ready&#8221; but more often than not I do &#8220;get ready&#8221; for the day.  <\/p>\n<p>I debated on driving Jon into work, but decided against it.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve actually had quite a bit of Braxton Hicks over the past few days and while I hope they are getting my body ready to &#8220;do its thing&#8221;  I&#8217;m actually quite tired.  It&#8217;s a massive head trip, noticing that you&#8217;re having contractions, and not knowing if it&#8217;s the beginning of something or just a big tease.<\/p>\n<p>In this case, serious tease and I&#8217;m tired of it.<\/p>\n<p>So, I thought that I&#8217;d take a day to relax and spend some time on the couch; attempt to just chill out and get some rest.<\/p>\n<p>Because I had no plans and because I&#8217;ve been working like a crazy woman to get my house tidy&#8230;&#8230;I took some time this morning to just snuggle on the couch with Siah.  It was nice to just enjoy some time with him as my baby, knowing that I don&#8217;t have this time for very much longer.<\/p>\n<p>Then, he tired of the snuggles and we were off.  He watched a movie on the computer in the kitchen while I made some playdoh.  <\/p>\n<p><center><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/xangelle\/4686650734\/\" title=\"100_5951 by Xangelle, on Flickr\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/farm2.static.flickr.com\/1285\/4686650734_1f179e5e81.jpg?resize=375%2C500\" width=\"375\" height=\"500\" alt=\"100_5951\" \/><\/a><\/center><\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;s been given some little tubs of Playdoh when we&#8217;ve gone to Ricky&#8217;s Restaurant but hasn&#8217;t had a chance to sit down and play with a decent sized clump of  it and to just muck around.  It ate up a bunch of time and he seemed to really enjoy himself.  One thing that I noticed is that he wants or needs to be &#8220;shown&#8221; what to do.  I&#8217;m hoping that with time and given the opportunity that he&#8217;ll start to want to &#8220;play&#8221; and &#8220;create&#8221; on his own.<\/p>\n<p>We had lunch after that and then we sat back down on the couch.  I figured that I could sit and cut some paper people and that it might entertain him.<\/p>\n<p><center><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/xangelle\/4686018369\/\" title=\"100_5952 by Xangelle, on Flickr\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/farm2.static.flickr.com\/1294\/4686018369_53e51e5203.jpg?resize=375%2C500\" width=\"375\" height=\"500\" alt=\"100_5952\" \/><\/a><\/center><\/p>\n<p>It was interesting for about the first 2 minutes and then&#8230;..well, then he ripped a head off one of the people and stressed out about it until I tapped it back on&#8230;&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>So, it took up some time, but not nearly as much as I&#8217;d have liked.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been trying to find some of the paint with water books that we used as kids and that I used with my older kids, but I haven&#8217;t seen any recently.  I&#8217;m still looking though.<\/p>\n<p>We did a bunch of painting&#8230;.It&#8217;s funny how so many little kids paint in brown&#8230;.all the colors mixed together. I hadn&#8217;t remembered that from when my other kids were little, but it&#8217;s funny how much of that comes back and so quickly.<\/p>\n<p><center><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/xangelle\/4686018583\/\" title=\"100_5953 by Xangelle, on Flickr\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/farm5.static.flickr.com\/4056\/4686018583_2622e7ddbd.jpg?resize=375%2C500\" width=\"375\" height=\"500\" alt=\"100_5953\" \/><\/a><\/center><\/p>\n<p>We painted until Siah had had enough and then moved on to making some cards.  I got Siah to cut the straight lines with my paper cutter and to glue everything onto the cards.<\/p>\n<p><center><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/xangelle\/4686651434\/\" title=\"100_5954 by Xangelle, on Flickr\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/farm5.static.flickr.com\/4032\/4686651434_70ddf68508.jpg?resize=500%2C375\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" alt=\"100_5954\" \/><\/a><\/center><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been a busy day and yet a fairly quiet one.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m starting to shift gears.  I remember when my days were filled with one craft or activity after another.  It will be interesting to see how things &#8220;normalize&#8221; after the new baby comes.<\/p>\n<p>I find that &#8220;this&#8221; being an at home mom is a little bit like riding a bike.  I used to do this all the time and then life changed and I had to define a new normal.  Now I have the chance or opportunity to do this again, but with more confidence and knowledge about where I&#8217;m headed and how long I&#8217;ll be there for.  It&#8217;s makes it a little bit easier.  I&#8217;ll have to keep this post handy to remind me of this when I&#8217;m back in the thick of it all and stressing.  <\/p>\n<p>But for now, things are okay.  I&#8217;m okay.  We&#8217;re slowly finding our groove&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>And then it&#8217;s all going to change again, eh?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today was a down day and yet it was a great day, in it&#8217;s own way. I got up this morning and get myself put together. In other words, I got dressed, did my hair and make up and had something to eat. I find that when I do this (even if it feels stupid &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/shifting-gears\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Shifting Gears&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[45,5,42],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-987","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-crafty-goodness","category-life","category-siah"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/987","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=987"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/987\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":989,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/987\/revisions\/989"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=987"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=987"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=987"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}