{"id":9124,"date":"2023-04-27T15:44:01","date_gmt":"2023-04-27T22:44:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/?p=9124"},"modified":"2023-04-27T15:49:07","modified_gmt":"2023-04-27T22:49:07","slug":"re-entry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/re-entry\/","title":{"rendered":"Re-Entry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>As someone who loves routine and thrives on organization and planning, coming home from 3 weeks on the road isn\u2019t necessarily a bad thing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But, I really enjoyed the time away.  It was a change of pace, a change of scenery, a different lifestyle; and it was time spent with some of the people that I love the most in the whole entire world.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can find and create routines anywhere; but that sacred time away together\u2026.it\u2019s precious and not something that our typical fast paced world fosters.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"840\" height=\"630\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499.jpg?resize=840%2C630&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9119\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C900&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=1320%2C990&amp;ssl=1 1320w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?w=1680&amp;ssl=1 1680w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5499-scaled.jpg?w=2520&amp;ssl=1 2520w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Gia sleeping on the couch beside me<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>As we settle back into familiar routines and create new ones to serve us now, I\u2019m aware of what we had in that time and space.  It is a gift, a blessing.  It\u2019s not something to be taken for granted and in someways I\u2019m missing it.  A grieving, if you will. Not in a heartbroken or heart wrenching way but just a wistful awareness that our cherished time together is done. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In these moments, I purpose to look for the beauty in the world around me.  Not to distract myself from my feelings; but to create a sense of balance within.  To acknowledge that I can hold that duality of life that I mentioned previously.  I can be both sad and happy.  I can remember the past and look forward to the future.  I can long for something and be satisfied within.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9120\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?resize=1152%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1152w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C1600&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?resize=1320%2C1760&amp;ssl=1 1320w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?resize=400%2C533&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5500-scaled.jpg?w=1680&amp;ssl=1 1680w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>We took Gia for a walk yesterday and in the last couple of weeks, while we\u2019ve been away, so many flowers have started to bloom.  There is an incredible number of tulips in the gardens in our neighbourhood teeming with different color\u2019s and varieties.  Between the flowers blooming and the magnolia trees and cherry blossom trees, there is so much color and life.  It\u2019s extraordinarily gorgeous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9121\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?resize=1152%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1152w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C1600&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?resize=1320%2C1760&amp;ssl=1 1320w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?resize=400%2C533&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5501-scaled.jpg?w=1680&amp;ssl=1 1680w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Tulips are one of my favourite flowers<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s easy to become complacent and not really notice the beauty in our world because it\u2019s there all the time.  Sometimes, we need to purposefully choose to see the good so we can benefit from it.  Our negativity biases can trap us in a loop and it\u2019s not \u201cnatural\u201d to see beyond that.  We need to make a concerted effort to do things differently.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"840\" height=\"861\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=840%2C861&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9123\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=999%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 999w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=293%2C300&amp;ssl=1 293w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=768%2C788&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=1498%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1498w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=1200%2C1231&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=1320%2C1354&amp;ssl=1 1320w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?resize=400%2C410&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?w=1767&amp;ssl=1 1767w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5511.jpg?w=1680&amp;ssl=1 1680w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Daily art prompt &#8211; butterfly <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>If you are feeling discouraged or down or even if you just want to be more aware of the beauty around  you and the things you have to be thankful for, I\u2019d challenge you to take a month and either search out beautiful things each day or do a gratitude challenge.  It will change you in the most amazing ways.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When you start focusing on the good and beautiful things in your life, you become so much more aware of all the things you have to be thankful for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9122\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?resize=1152%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1152w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C1600&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?resize=1320%2C1760&amp;ssl=1 1320w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?resize=400%2C533&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/img_5507-scaled.jpg?w=1680&amp;ssl=1 1680w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><em>PS. My sourdough starter activated after 3 weeks in the fridge.  So bubbly and happy.  It might seem a silly thing but it makes me happy.  I experience delight just seeing it double and knowing that it will soon be delicious bread to nourish my family.<\/em>  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As someone who loves routine and thrives on organization and planning, coming home from 3 weeks on the road isn\u2019t necessarily a bad thing. But, I really enjoyed the time away. It was a change of pace, a change of scenery, a different lifestyle; and it was time spent with some of the people that &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/re-entry\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Re-Entry&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[33,5,16,63,40,41,73],"tags":[200,87,196,199,183,182,86,88,201,150],"class_list":["post-9124","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-deep-thoughts","category-life","category-me","category-mental-health","category-planning","category-thankfulness","category-writing","tag-beauty","tag-choose-joy","tag-coming-home","tag-duality-of-life","tag-happiness","tag-mental-health","tag-practise-gratitude","tag-rewire-your-brain","tag-see-the-good","tag-thankfulness"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9124","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9124"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9124\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9125,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9124\/revisions\/9125"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9124"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9124"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9124"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}