{"id":63,"date":"2007-07-12T19:56:30","date_gmt":"2007-07-13T02:56:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/?p=63"},"modified":"2007-07-12T19:56:30","modified_gmt":"2007-07-13T02:56:30","slug":"30-days-left","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/30-days-left\/","title":{"rendered":"30 DAYS LEFT"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Wow!\u00c2\u00a0 It seems like it shouldbe a big deal&#8230;..or a big day&#8230;&#8230;.or something&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>I only have 30 days left.\u00c2\u00a0 That&#8217;s one month!\u00c2\u00a0 As of Saturday I will be 36 weeks pregnant.\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;s almost hard to believe that I&#8217;m so close, and yet &#8211; I think there is still a part of me that is unbelieveing that it&#8217;s actually this close to happening.<\/p>\n<p>I had my last Naturopath\/midwife appointment on Tuesday.\u00c2\u00a0 She is going on vacation, and hopefully I will have had my baby before she gets back.\u00c2\u00a0 I wasn&#8217;t seeing her in official midwifery capacity, but she has been unbelievably amazing.\u00c2\u00a0 I actually had a bit of spotting on Tuesday morning, and she checked everything out, and everything is okay, and in her official opinion I won&#8217;t have this baby too early.\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>As much as there is a part of me racing and rushing to get to the finish line &#8211; I don&#8217;t want this baby born before it&#8217;s all okay.\u00c2\u00a0 Yes, the baby would live if born now, and would suffer no long term health issues, but I might not get to take him home the next day.\u00c2\u00a0 While that might not seem like a big deal&#8230;.I&#8217;m\u00c2\u00a0 not leaving the hospital this time without my baby.\u00c2\u00a0 I don&#8217;t care if I have to sit in a chair in the hall.\u00c2\u00a0 I don&#8217;t want to have to walk out of that hospital empty handed again.\u00c2\u00a0 It was too hard the first time, and I don&#8217;t want to do it again for any reason.<\/p>\n<p>I have an appointment tomorrow with the Obstetrician, and then I start in on my weekly appointments.\u00c2\u00a0 Wow!\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;s getting so close, and I&#8217;m getting so excited.\u00c2\u00a0 I am trying to wrap things up this week, so I can just relax, and take it easy the last couple of weeks.\u00c2\u00a0 I may still need to wrap the last few things next week, but then&#8230;.hopefully then&#8230;.I&#8217;ll be ready&#8230;..REALLY READY!<\/p>\n<p>I will never ever again be pregnant with this little one, and I want to enjoy and cherish every moment that I do have with him sstill inside of me.\u00c2\u00a0 Soon enough he&#8217;ll be here, and then life changes&#8230;&#8230;for the better&#8230;but also for the tireder and for the busier and&#8230;&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Well, I&#8217;ve spent the day today cleaning the house, and I have to finish getting ready to head in to see Chris tomorrow.\u00c2\u00a0 Jon&#8217;s parents are going to take the kids overnight, and so we are going to be able to get a few more things crossed off the &#8220;to do&#8221; list, and in a whole lot less time than if we had the kids asking for us to buy everything single thing their little eyes set on.\u00c2\u00a0 So, it will be a busy weekend, and not terribly relaxing, but that&#8217;s okay if I can just get everything done that I need&#8230;and want to.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wow!\u00c2\u00a0 It seems like it shouldbe a big deal&#8230;..or a big day&#8230;&#8230;.or something&#8230;.. 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