{"id":5397,"date":"2016-03-02T14:37:15","date_gmt":"2016-03-02T22:37:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/?p=5397"},"modified":"2016-03-02T14:37:15","modified_gmt":"2016-03-02T22:37:15","slug":"courage-and-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/courage-and-fear\/","title":{"rendered":"Courage and Fear"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking a lot recently.  This whole idea of pursuing dreams&#8230;&#8230;putting them out there&#8230;..it&#8217;s terrifying. <\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/fearlessly.jpg?resize=640%2C640&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"fearlessly\" width=\"640\" height=\"640\" class=\"alignleft size-large wp-image-3463\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/fearlessly.jpg?resize=1024%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/fearlessly.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/fearlessly.jpg?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/fearlessly.jpg?w=1680&amp;ssl=1 1680w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s an incredibly courageous thing to admit you have a desire but also frightening, especially if you are scared of not living up to a certain standard.  I LOATHE judgment&#8230;..especially self judgment.  I seem to excel that that particular skill.<\/p>\n<p>I was thinking today about the concept of whether or not I had something of value to share&#8230;..to release into the world.<\/p>\n<p>That got me thinking&#8230;&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>I truly believe that we all have value; and we all add something to the world, when we share from our own experiences and wisdom.<\/p>\n<p>For myself&#8230;&#8230;I struggle with believing that what I have to share has value and yet I don&#8217;t really believe that I&#8217;m insignificant.  So how can I believe that I am valuable AND think that I&#8217;m not&#8230;&#8230;.it&#8217;s such a contradiction, no?<\/p>\n<p>In my email signature, I have the Maya Angelou quote &#8220;<strong><em>Courage is the most important of all the virtues because without courage, you can&#8217;t practice any other virtue consistently.<\/em><\/strong>&#8221;  It&#8217;s obvious, to me, that courage and fear are issues that I deal with, and I think that really ties in with what I&#8217;ve been musing about today&#8230;&#8230;..  <\/p>\n<p>One difference that I see between those who are and aren&#8217;t living and embracing their dreams, is having the courage to step out and do&#8230;.to try&#8230;..to move forward.<\/p>\n<p>I want to live courageously.  <\/p>\n<p>Now that I&#8217;ve figured out what I want&#8230;&#8230;..I&#8217;ve got to figure out how to do it&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking a lot recently. This whole idea of pursuing dreams&#8230;&#8230;putting them out there&#8230;..it&#8217;s terrifying. It&#8217;s an incredibly courageous thing to admit you have a desire but also frightening, especially if you are scared of not living up to a certain standard. I LOATHE judgment&#8230;..especially self judgment. I seem to excel that that particular &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/courage-and-fear\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Courage and Fear&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[57,33,16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5397","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-anxiety","category-deep-thoughts","category-me"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5397","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5397"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5397\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5398,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5397\/revisions\/5398"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5397"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5397"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5397"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}