{"id":314,"date":"2009-01-15T16:26:55","date_gmt":"2009-01-16T00:26:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/?p=314"},"modified":"2009-01-15T16:28:31","modified_gmt":"2009-01-16T00:28:31","slug":"feeling-hugely-under-pressure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/feeling-hugely-under-pressure\/","title":{"rendered":"Feeling HUGELY Under Pressure"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like I&#8217;m under pressure to make EVERY. SINGLE. MOMENT. COUNT.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like if\u00c2\u00a0 I take some time as down time, then I&#8217;m not going to be able to get everything done and if I get behind on stuff then how will I ever manage to stay on top of it all&#8230;.laundry, cleaning, organizing, planning&#8230;.so much stuff to do&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>See, today is my home day.\u00c2\u00a0 Right now I have 2 days during the week that I am fully at home and while I realize that this would be a HUGE luxury for some, this is a HUGE change for me.\u00c2\u00a0 I am used to every day being a home day and there is a\u00c2\u00a0HUGE part of me that liked the slower pace of being at home.\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>To be completely honest, there was also aonther part of me that was completely bored&#8230;and so it&#8217;s a good thing that I am now able to be busy, but I am still in the whole &#8220;adjustment period&#8221; of things.\u00c2\u00a0 If you&#8217;ve had a child go from being at home every day to going to pre-school or kindergarten and they come home and are so over-tired from the overstimulation of the day&#8230;..that&#8217;s where I&#8217;m about right now.<\/p>\n<p>I come home absolutely exhausted whenever I&#8217;ve been working.\u00c2\u00a0 I don&#8217;t know how all you &#8220;working mom&#8217;s&#8221; do it.\u00c2\u00a0 I am finding that as with just about everything in life that I see both the positives and the negatives in our situation.\u00c2\u00a0 I do trust that it will eventually work it&#8217;s way out to a great routine, but this sorting things out and figuring out the new &#8220;normal&#8221; is a bit taxing &#8211; on me.\u00c2\u00a0 The kids seem to be doing good&#8230;Sunday&#8217;s are probably our hardest days just because of the length of the day, but again&#8230;we&#8217;ll work it all out soon enough.<\/p>\n<p>I know that I need to add some sort of an exercise routine into my <span style=\"text-decoration: line-through;\">schedule<\/span> life as it would probably help me out too.\u00c2\u00a0 Still working on a &#8220;schedule&#8221; &#8211; I hope I can figure one out soon.\u00c2\u00a0 I do so much better when I &#8220;know&#8221; what to expect, as opposed to just flailing around spontaneously&#8230;..although I recognie that a certain amount of spontanaiety can be a good thing especially if you tend to be a bit too controlled..not that I&#8217;m anything but completely balanced in that aspect&#8230;Ha Ha HA HA HA HA HA!<\/p>\n<p>Oh well&#8230;&#8230;Today I&#8217;ve managed to\u00c2\u00a0made a big pot of chicken veggie soup from the roast chicken that we had for dinner last night and that should last us for dinner tonight as well as for a couple of lunches.\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>The kids have tomorrow as a ProD day and we are just going to take them into work with us.\u00c2\u00a0 It should be interesting!\u00c2\u00a0 They can play and watch videos and I just have to figure out what to take for us all for lunches tomorrow&#8230;.fun!<\/p>\n<p>And then&#8230;..Then we are going to hang out with our <a title=\"Lala's World\" href=\"http:\/\/insighttolalasworld.blogspot.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">friends<\/a> tomorrow night.\u00c2\u00a0 It&#8217;s been far too long since we have spent any time with them and it will be fun to just hang out and relax.\u00c2\u00a0 We can always use a little bit of downtime, and this is some of our most favorite ways to relax&#8230;.hanging out with our friends&#8230;no agenda, just chillin&#8217;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>What are some of your favorite things to do to relax&#8230;either personally or as a family?<\/p>\n<p><em>ps.\u00c2\u00a0 I added some of our pictures up over at Flickr so you can either click over <\/em><a title=\"New Photos\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/xangelle\" target=\"_blank\"><em>HERE<\/em><\/a><em> to check it out or click on the &#8220;Photos&#8221; button in the menu at the top.\u00c2\u00a0 There are about 6 new albums that you can click through &#8211; if you&#8217;re interested??<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like I&#8217;m under pressure to make EVERY. 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