{"id":2464,"date":"2013-04-02T22:25:47","date_gmt":"2013-04-03T05:25:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/?p=2464"},"modified":"2013-04-02T22:25:47","modified_gmt":"2013-04-03T05:25:47","slug":"running-from-or-to","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/running-from-or-to\/","title":{"rendered":"Running from or to?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><center><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/20130402-221055.jpg?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/20130402-221055.jpg?w=840&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"20130402-221055.jpg\" class=\"alignnone size-full\" \/><\/a><\/center><\/p>\n<p>I started running in the beginning of March.  I&#8217;m not sure if I was running away from something or running towards something.  All I know is that I needed to do something&#8230;&#8230;.and for some strange reason, running seemed like it fit what I was looking for.<\/p>\n<p>I used to run&#8230;&#8230;.a long time ago&#8230;&#8230;.literally, a life time ago.  When I was 16, I ran; and for the most part it was something to do to expend energy.  I&#8217;ve never been particularly &#8220;athletic&#8221; but for a while I did run.<\/p>\n<p>Not sure why I stopped but I did.<\/p>\n<p>So I started again.  After 20+ years,  I&#8217;m not sure that you&#8217;d really call it running quite yet&#8230;&#8230;.BUT&#8230;..I have been running in short intervals (and between extremely heavy breathing walking sections) and so I call it running. <\/p>\n<p>About 2 weeks ago, I bought new runners and 2 runs after that,  I landed one step badly on an uneven piece of curb and pulled my MCL.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m so bummed.  I&#8217;ve been to physio.  I&#8217;m icing it.  I&#8217;m doing squats and lunges all to strengthen my quads and even though it seemed like my knees were good to go today&#8230;&#8230;..not too long into my run (and walk). We had to slow up and walk.  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m annoyed.  I just want to run.  I wonder&#8230;&#8230;.I wonder about the whole &#8220;running away from&#8221; scenario.  I wonder if I am just running towards this new phase off life.  I wonder if I need to deal with stuff. I&#8217;m sure I do&#8230;&#8230;..who doesn&#8217;t?  Mostly I just want to run&#8230;..to feel the feeling that kicks in about half way into it&#8230;&#8230;.to feel so good&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>And I can&#8217;t&#8230;..not yet&#8230;.but soon&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I started running in the beginning of March. I&#8217;m not sure if I was running away from something or running towards something. All I know is that I needed to do something&#8230;&#8230;.and for some strange reason, running seemed like it fit what I was looking for. I used to run&#8230;&#8230;.a long time ago&#8230;&#8230;.literally, a life &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/running-from-or-to\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Running from or to?&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[33,11,5,16,59],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2464","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-deep-thoughts","category-just-crap","category-life","category-me","category-running"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2464","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2464"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2464\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xangelle.com\/dailygrind\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}