Category Archives: Deep Thoughts

Clinging and Hope

I cling to the edge of the cliff.  The fingers of Darkness and Despair curl around my ankles, weighing me down.  The continual  rain soaks my clothing, adding to the weight; it makes it harder to hold on.  I dread … Continue reading

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Courage and Fear

I’ve been thinking a lot recently. This whole idea of pursuing dreams……putting them out there…..it’s terrifying. It’s an incredibly courageous thing to admit you have a desire but also frightening, especially if you are scared of not living up to … Continue reading

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Frogs Jump – I am a Work in Progress

I am SOOOOOOOOO excited……like a giddy schoolgirl on Christmas Morning excited. Click here to check out the book Go ahead and click on the first page and it will take you to a preview of my book. It’s still not … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series

Imagine, if you would, a sunshine filled garden exploding with a riot of colors, sounds and smells. The colors are vibrant and exciting as they effortlessly clash and blend together. The perfume from the flowers and the wonderful earthy smell … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series

I’m not sharing about the concept of continual and on going grief to gain sympathy or pity. But to bring awareness to a state of being that some may have no concept about. My life is not continually sadness and … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series 

We’ve had a lot of hard moments, recently!  This past Sunday, neither of my little boys wanted to go to their class at church.  I know that once they are settled, they enjoy themselves; but transitioning from being with mom … Continue reading

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At Peace With Myself

It was a busy day today, full of little boys and big messes. That doesn’t typically allow me much space to process or think…. There were moments where I stopped and just took a breath, yesterday’s session weighing heavy on … Continue reading

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Assimilation……

I went to another counseling session this morning….and then I came home, ate lunch and crawled into bed until I had to pick up the boys from school. I’m currently chatting with some friends on the Facebook messenger app….I’m having … Continue reading

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In Process…….

I had a counseling appointment this morning. While driving there, I tried to “check in” with myself…..to see how I was doing. How I’d been feeling since my last appointment? Less Anxiety, More Anxiety…Whatever…and as I attempted to “connect”…I found … Continue reading

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Listing Heavily

I have this skewed idea that unless I have something amazing to say or some point to make or something else incredible that it’s all a waste of time. Which is ridiculous, given the number of times that I’ve come … Continue reading

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