Category Archives: Deep Thoughts

The Perpetual Grief Series

Imagine, if you would, a sunshine filled garden exploding with a riot of colors, sounds and smells. The colors are vibrant and exciting as they effortlessly clash and blend together. The perfume from the flowers and the wonderful earthy smell … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series

I’m not sharing about the concept of continual and on going grief to gain sympathy or pity. But to bring awareness to a state of being that some may have no concept about. My life is not continually sadness and … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series 

We’ve had a lot of hard moments, recently!  This past Sunday, neither of my little boys wanted to go to their class at church.  I know that once they are settled, they enjoy themselves; but transitioning from being with mom … Continue reading

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At Peace With Myself

It was a busy day today, full of little boys and big messes. That doesn’t typically allow me much space to process or think…. There were moments where I stopped and just took a breath, yesterday’s session weighing heavy on … Continue reading

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Assimilation……

I went to another counseling session this morning….and then I came home, ate lunch and crawled into bed until I had to pick up the boys from school. I’m currently chatting with some friends on the Facebook messenger app….I’m having … Continue reading

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In Process…….

I had a counseling appointment this morning. While driving there, I tried to “check in” with myself…..to see how I was doing. How I’d been feeling since my last appointment? Less Anxiety, More Anxiety…Whatever…and as I attempted to “connect”…I found … Continue reading

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Listing Heavily

I have this skewed idea that unless I have something amazing to say or some point to make or something else incredible that it’s all a waste of time. Which is ridiculous, given the number of times that I’ve come … Continue reading

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A Fairly Regular Week Around Here.

I have these brief moments of clarity. Unfortunately, they are clouded by the fog of chaos and exhaustion that is my life these days. This past week has been particularly trying and yet, it’s really not any different than any … Continue reading

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My Journey with Food Addiction (part 1)

It’s said that knowledge is power and when it comes to food addiction and me, that saying is so true. Here is a decent explanation of Food Addiction and how it relates to me…….(just click on the underlined words) I’ve … Continue reading

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I am Winning! Day 26 – Tuesday March 11

I’m sitting at my kitchen table, a million lego pieces on the floor around me thanks to 2 little boys who eat, sleep and breathe lego. I have so many thoughts swarming around my head. I feel like I’m trying … Continue reading

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