Category Archives: Deep Thoughts

A Letter to my Children

photo from 2015 (we definitely need an update) To my Children, I love you with all my heart and I only want the very best for you.  This world we live in, now,  is a funny place.  There was positive … Continue reading

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Authority & Respect

Things have been a little messy inside my head and in an effort to clear it all out and put it in some semblance of order, I’m gonna start writing to try and make sense of all the thoughts I … Continue reading

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Good from Bad (part 2)

I’m wanting to put this down here so that I can just walk away from it over the next 2 weeks.   It’s not that anything HORRIBLE happened but it seems to me that it’s a lack of knowledge…..or, it … Continue reading

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Clinging and Hope

I cling to the edge of the cliff.  The fingers of Darkness and Despair curl around my ankles, weighing me down.  The continual  rain soaks my clothing, adding to the weight; it makes it harder to hold on.  I dread … Continue reading

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Courage and Fear

I’ve been thinking a lot recently. This whole idea of pursuing dreams……putting them out there…..it’s terrifying. It’s an incredibly courageous thing to admit you have a desire but also frightening, especially if you are scared of not living up to … Continue reading

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Frogs Jump – I am a Work in Progress

I am SOOOOOOOOO excited……like a giddy schoolgirl on Christmas Morning excited. Click here to check out the book Go ahead and click on the first page and it will take you to a preview of my book. It’s still not … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series

Imagine, if you would, a sunshine filled garden exploding with a riot of colors, sounds and smells. The colors are vibrant and exciting as they effortlessly clash and blend together. The perfume from the flowers and the wonderful earthy smell … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series

I’m not sharing about the concept of continual and on going grief to gain sympathy or pity. But to bring awareness to a state of being that some may have no concept about. My life is not continually sadness and … Continue reading

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The Perpetual Grief Series 

We’ve had a lot of hard moments, recently!  This past Sunday, neither of my little boys wanted to go to their class at church.  I know that once they are settled, they enjoy themselves; but transitioning from being with mom … Continue reading

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At Peace With Myself

It was a busy day today, full of little boys and big messes. That doesn’t typically allow me much space to process or think…. There were moments where I stopped and just took a breath, yesterday’s session weighing heavy on … Continue reading

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